18/12/2024: takashi kokubo puts me to sleep every night, such underrated music

8/12/2024: i'm so happy for the syrians today, they deserve so much more than they ever got︎

3/12/2024: my sister went to school yesterday dressed as an elf, so fucking weird and cute. had to say that. i came here tho cus someone said my site made their pc crash and its kinda funny n a wake up call to update my site soon - dont know why it would do that to other ppl...

25/11/2024: i love arcane, just finished the last episode... i fucking love jinx and ekko, those scenes woooow. perfect.

21/11/2024: bro i'm SO SO happy, they have put an arrest order on NETANYAHU. cant stop smiling bro i caaaaannnnnnntttt ugh

28/10/2024: i get so intimidated to work on my site cus of the many directions i've tried to take it, i can't settle on an idea cus they all feel underwhelming on their own but too messy mixed up? all the ppl who i follow here have a sick taste and i'm a mess online. i'll try and fix it bit by bit

17/10/2024: i've reached my limits, it sucks to be a music producer when your creativity has been LOCKED..... UGGHGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2/10/2024: it's my sisters birthday soon. she figured out that me and my parents bought her an ipad and i'm gonna scream, i wanted her to not know but my mom spoiled it somehow

25/9/2024: UGH! IM SO FUCKING EMPTY ON IDEAS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

12/9/2024: MY WINDOW HAS BEEN FIXED. since dec 7 i haven't been able to get fresh air into my room, i'd just open my door and do it like that. ppl never had time to fix it, happened at the end of summer which is so lol but i'm glaaaad. and i got my b5 paper tday, i get why japan uses this.

9/9/2024: promise breakeeeeeeeeeeeer. oh nooooo

7/9/2024: i was playing around with paulxstretch which i love, and instantly as i turned num out from 2 to 1 it made the loudest ever harsh sound into my left ear, nearly got a heart attack lol. i should've known that would happen but i was sleepy playing around and turning knobs without a limiter, which is so stupid, i'm never ever unsafe like that. my ear still fucking hurts

5/9/2024: brainstormed some new website ideas last night. i rly dont want my microblog to be all football but denmark won, i've never seen a game where there were 2 red cards - and i missed seeing it, i didnt know the game was tday until the last 8 minutes.

4/9/2024: arsenal won 6-0!! i completely forgot what it was like to watch my fave club. also, i love where my song is going rn but i'm never ever gonna make promises for when i put things out again lol. it does no good

2/9/2024: my little sister scored her first goal at practice today!!! apparently it was really pretty, so freaking cute

17/8/2024: it's such a pain in the ass to teach a child how to read and not be annoyed with how she forgets what i said 2 seconds before. it's actually the final test on my patience cus i've been repeating myself for an hour now :)) this is why i would NEVER be able to teach, and why i hate it

12/8/2024: finished the shoe rack from hell last night, i will def rant about that on yt cus i can. annnnddd im so tired of the aesthetic on this site so i will redo it for the thousandth and something time

6/8/2024: just saw furiosa, i rly liked the look of it but it felt a bit underwhelming. the spain v brazil game rn is eh, i just need anyone actually ANYone to beat usa in the finale

2/8/2024: the internet being brainwashed to see a strong woman winning in a sport and thinking she must be trans is just past idiotic. grow yourself a brain before you try to make it "work"

1/8/2024: im actually losing my mind, i have recorded 3 videos now that all fucked up cus im not a tech geek or used to my mac. i watched the liverpool vs arsenal game (a bit of it) which was rly boring, i was too tired for it.

27/7/2024: watching the olympics for the first time today. watched basketball, it was more calm than i expected it to be? rn watching handball dk vs fr, its pretty entertaining (more than i expected lol)

26/7/2024: first time watching the olympics opening ceremony, it was so beautiful. i used to be obsessed w greek mythology, i feel like a kid rn

25/7/2024: the mailman always comes w packages for my brother, he joked and said he comes everyday (not a lie lol). played football w my sister and it's sm fun (record in juggling is 5 so far)

16/7/2024: i finally got my new computer!!! officially a macbook user, and its so fucking easy? the transition was so much easier. the only things i havent gotten used to is the small closing buttons and the fact that i cant tap the touchpad but have to actually click. its like my long lost baby that i never knew was mine lmfao (no joke....) and fl studio is sooo smooth, i'm sad tho cus i couldnt get some vsts on for mac

6/7/2024: the customer service i need is closed on weekends except for all other kinds of customer service B SO FR

5/7/2024: so this is getting rly fucking annoying. i ordered the macbook awhile ago, but the website made a mistake cus they had no more of them left yet my purchase went through, now im just waiting indefinetly without any answers until they fix this and idk if thats gonna take another more day or 3 weeks. i rly wanna make music but its actually a pain in the ASS to do it on my pc.

27/6/2024: 00:50am, JUST ORDERED A NEW COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!! IM OVERJOYED, i have been dealing with this tank of a computer that used to take 6 hours to turn on for almost a year when it magically started to turn on on time, damaged screen and half the keys dont work, the usb-ports are dying and wont connect often, the speakers cut up and screws undone, my hand has rubbed of the metal and it hurts to use it. i wanna scream, i just couldnt take it any longer i tried to push through so hard but its deleted everything twice in 2 months, didnt wanna risk it. its so hard to be motivated to make music when ur computer dies from a single plugin and u have to render all midis to hear the thing! and im switching to become a mac user for the first time ever, i like windows but mac has been said by everyone to be better for producing.

26/6/2024: it's 2:50am rn, last night i stepped on smth sharp and tonight i realized that thing is in my FOOT. i have to bite down on smth, barely touched it and it hurt like beyond words...... god im sweaty. "i will survive" is the perfect soundtrack to push me through, i got a tiny bit of mini plastic or smth out and there's still more left and it huuuuuuuuuuuuuuurts. its glass. i gen cant get it out, it wont. i think i got some out but not all, im so tired it's 3:44am im gonna sleep now.

12/6/2024: i think im finally getting somewhere with my ep...? got a dm last night from a mutual saying i should post more, taking it as a sign (although i knew, but to hear ppl tell me this from their OWN intuition is smth new). n my sister started her first football lessons today

4/6/2024: IM SO FUCKING HAPPPPYPYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! DENMARK W SCORED 2 ON SPAIN SO FAR. spain just scored 1 but its ok. holy shit, 2-2 already?? from stupid fucking corners. fucking heeeeeeellllllllll 3. thats cute tho, theyre exchanging shirts

24/5/2024: we do have rly sweet neighbours here :)

21/5/2024: how far can you get with no connections, nearby music scene, good equipment, just passion? i feel full and empty, its scary to live in an unstable household with no backup

11/5/2024: I SAW NORTHERN LIGHTS FOR THE FIRST TIME TONIGHT!!!! past 00:00. soooo beautiful. our neighbor was also out watching it.

7/5/2024: i cant stop crying. i feel gone

5/5/2024: downloading all my plugins today, so timetaking i just wanna produce. AND arsenal won against man city!!!>:)!!!! the phrase fits, best for last

4/5/2024: windows crashed again yesterday, managed to save it again. 2nd time in 30 days. there was just an ant on my computer, accidentally killed it. ughhhh im so done dealing with life rn, i just need to be on another planet completely alone without the bother of any creature.

30/4/2024: just finished baby reindeer. didnt wanna watch it but people kept talking about it, i got curious. its been such a heavy watch, addicting but sad too. knowing that actually happened

28/4/2024: losing my mind slowly

23/4/2024: the arsenal v chelsea game hadnt started so i watched a bit of the movie downsizing, ultimately horror movie type plot, that shit made me nauseous. SIIIICk arsenal win

20/4/2024: watched womens fcb v. chelsea and i rly enjoyed it actually!! then chelsea v. man city.... i hate when goals take so long to be made

9/4/2024: so content with w denmark v. belgium gameplay, 4 goals.

8/4/2024: wanna begin finishing beats and start on my other website for it. im hungry and i just updated my creations site. i rly wish i liked coding but i hate it lol, useful skill tho. its still a bit flimsy.

29/3/2024: havent woken up this early in months, my dad missed a very expensive train but i resolved the issue. so goddamn stressful lol. getting lasagna today wwwwwwwwww (edit: got pizza instead)

28/3/2024: my imogen heap remix of the walk was meant to get out yesterday (its midnight rn) the 27th, but it kept being taken down :l i really wanted it out in march but aahh whatever, its alright tbh

25/3/2024: my room is infested by ants...:)!! saw the w arsenal game and the 2nd half gameplay redeemed LOWkey the shame from the shitty chelsea game

21/3/2024: it feels like selling my soul but i need a new computer so ig i have to sell beats :(

20/3/2024: FUCK my mom. cant stand living with her anymore, not a second more

19/3/2024: biting into an icecream with chocolate shelling is actually good?

18/3/2024: thirsty, dehydrated, but what can get me out of my warm bed rn? gonna remix the bbc news bg music one day, its sick

16/3/2024: realized there's an empty white space below my blog and its annoying af but idk how to fix it

15/3/2024: watched the womens arsenal v chelsea. eh. im not happy w arsenal

14/3/2024: thiiiinking of all the things i've gotta do, i feel so drained lately of energy

12/3/2024: trying to make my site more carbon friendly (??) and creations + home are F.. discovered baby/unripened mangos are good

8/3/2024: watched argylle last night, the worst most depressing and stupid movie i've seen. amnesia, pls

7/3/2024: i checked my mail and someone had paid for my track on bandcamp some days ago??? my 1st time. im so grateful, all my tracks are for free

27/1/2024: i just checked my channel, i have 23 subs already? yesterday it was 22, 4 days ago it was 19. mannnn

22/1/2024: my leg hurts >;(

12/1/2024: i'm so stressed, i need a remote online job but i feel like i dont have enough experience for anyone to want me

5/1/2024: slept for so long and it still doesnt feel like enough to recover me from my all nighter

4/1/2024: updated the home page, i like where its going. ate the stalest fries for dinner & im starving rn at 3am

29/12/2023: im stressed ab my site, it feels like i have too much to do with zero skills for it