i made this song to release it on february 29th, i struggle with getting things out and thought it'd be fun to release something on a leap day. and since i'd have to wait 4 more years i took the shot and released it, tho i wasnt fully satisfied with it.

the song is about people who fantasize of you in a certain way, to be someone you arent. people who live in their heads to the point of having faked a connection with a twisted image of you

when you live through an amazing moment and then remember that the present you're in will become a memory, and it upsets you that this moment will turn into a memory. near impossible to recreate again one day.

i typically never gravitate towards the piano (this is a synth), it sounds too simple and reminds me of ballads which i dislike a lot. and they seem too easy and simple to mess around with? but when i made this i couldnt help but want anything else than this fake sounding piano, it fit in my ears right with this chord progression i had made years prior, but never done anything with. the entire song was done really fast, i didnt need for it to sound perfect.

everytime i worked on this song it reminded me of this person, didn't intend it to be about them but i couldnt name it anything else. a broken friendship.

the 1st song i posted. 10/10/2022. used to work on this every time i was sleepy but wanted to be productive, posted this as the first song bc i wanted to know the system of soundcloud and distrokid and didnt wanna do it with a song i loved if shit went wrong.